Friday, January 1, 2010

.rindu.


R.I.N.D.U

Rindu pulak rasanya nak berblog-ing balik
semangat tahun baru kah?haha
oke.oke.untuk tahun baru ni..
ak akan start berblog-ing balik la.
study saje pon buatkan aku rasa mcm org bodoh
*like i really study* hihi
serius.serius
aku rasa macam orang bodoh
like i oweys said..zaman ni memang zaman kejatuhan aku.
oh Tuhan..

i cant really appreciate anythng i had
eventho my mouth easily accept those thing..
but my heart..NO!
"oh.ok la result mcm n.abv 3.5.alhamdulillah.bagus2.next tyme i can try harder"..kata mulut
"oh god.only this??why u didnt get ur name listed in d dean list??WHY!?"..kata hati
sungguh tak b'syukur
i failed to teach my heart
i failed to fulfil my parent's hope
I FAILED!!

isnt it GREAT!?
god!
is there anythng i can do better!?
i play netball like suck
i gain weight like hell
i sleep 'very well' almost every night.at 2100
gosh!

whats wrong with me??
i need to change
this new year
yeah!starting from here!

n for that reason
i mish my friend who always stay with me
in any condition
i text her last nite
the new year nite
telling her
i miss her so much
I MISS YOU


serius
aku rindu kau
dan bila aku rindu kau
i start to miss all my old days
ade ke hari yang lebih seronok dari masa itu?
hmm.i wonder

oh.ok.ok
ubah mood
now.now.hepy

*smiling sampai ke telinga*
seronok dapat masuk tahun baru
tapi a bit takut untuk going through them
hoho.*gi mati la kau*
lagi la takut kot
mcm ak da buat preparation
no specific resolution for this year kot
ow.mayb.to be the best.for my self.for my loves one
i'll try.even its hard
keep supporting me :)

oh.i miss u too buddy =)